sometimes i wondering how good if i can control my temper 

and stop being that stubborn.... *i wished*.. 

but i know that i always failed to do that... 

i want to be patient, i mean i tried very hard to be patient but as usual, again

i always failed... 

is not that i didn't try but maybe i just cannot change myself and 

i hope you will understand... 

i should said, 

you are the most patient person that i had ever seen...

and thanks for being super patient with me...♥♥